Getting the ball bouncing

I've been running recently. I've been meaning to run anyways but it feels good to get into something. I have found I actually enjoy it. I thought I would hate it, I've never really been big on running before but since I'm doing this to achieve my goal it doesn't feel like the chore it once did. I find I can make it almost entirely around the block with minimal stopping, and my stops are pretty short, I walk about ten steps and then get back into the run. Gotta start somewhere. Except for the run, I haven't worked out in a couple days, I was doing paperwork and made my room a complete disaster, one which I have yet to completely sort through. I plan on working out tonight, I asked my mother if she would like to do some with me, and she agreed, maybe she and I can do some bonding over such things.

Yesterday was a good day. I went and ran errands with my mom, We got the cloth for the chair covers and for the kids Halloween costumes. Baby Grr has decided on being the new Strawberry Shortcake and Bubbaloo wants to be the guy from Scream. We then went to Fred Meyers, I have wanted for years now to work in the bakery department of any store or in a bakery itself. I have never had the chance but we happened to walk by, even though it was out of our way to what we needed to get, I would say it was fate, they are looking for a new baker. When I asked about job positions in the bakery, they practically jumped at me with huge smiles. I applied online last night and got the call this morning for an interview this afternoon. I'm excited. I hope it doesn't show too much, I don't want to just give away any chance of getting maybe a tiny bit more then minimum. It is an early shift after all. That evening my brother, my mother and I were all doing some cleaning downstairs, we spent the evening laughing and joking and speaking to one another like grown adults. It's so rare when that happens and I really enjoyed myself, it would be nice if the whole living together experience could be more like that and less like what it has been like so far.

I miss The Shoulder to pieces, he is only a hour away, it feels like so much more, like the world is between us. We aren't even dating, what silly feelings to be having and yet they are there, and when he text me earlier I couldn't help but grin uncontrollably. It seems only natural to miss him to such an extent.

Spent the morning getting the rest of the divorce paperwork done, it's amazing how final that makes things feel. I'm glad this is getting sorted, its tiring always feeling like you are waiting for your life to begin again.

I will go to my interview and I will come home and make dinner and then I shall wait for the ball to stop rolling and to start bouncing.