All the lost things

First my mind, now offically my wallet. Like I said I've never lost my wallet before. I called around and looked all over the house and yet it's still no where to be found. It's frustrating and irritating and makes me want to just give up. Everything seems down on me lately. I was discussing it with my Poppi the other day and I told him "I must have done something pretty terrible in a past like, like be Judas." and for the rest of the day I sat around thinking about that and came to a second conclusion so when I spoke with my mom the next day I told her the Judas comment and then said "That or I was Job." Both comments made me crack up, so at least I haven't lost my sense of humor along with my wallet. heh.

The list only grows with each moment though, the lack of job, the wallet, the new cold. I've been feeling really achy and lethargic for the last couple of days, not only that but I've had a splitting headache that just wont go away. I can't sleep because my head hurts but I want to because I'm tired. However even though I feel terrible I'm still trying to keep up my working out and I have to clean. Mom comes home tonight sometime at 6 after having been gone for almost a month. I can just feel the depression already seeping in. She stresses people out beyond all reasonable sense. I love my mother but living together is something we aren't really meant to do. It's barely functional when we are together. One feels as if they are expected to be perfect or at least her interpretation of perfect, which just means being pretty much exactly like her. When one has a difference of opinion it's like battling the demon horde to be heard.

Doesn't help that I feel rather alone down here. All my friends are scattered, again, but this time I'm trudging through it by myself. Last time I had S.E.S and this time I have... Brewski, at best, not really all that comforting at times. Family is there for you because they are family but I miss talking with people I can shoot the breeze with without there being an argument or raised voices. I miss CSI like no other, one of my best friends and my sister, both gone. Not to mention the British Twins. Man, seriously going to get depressed if I keep up this line of thoughts, so on to more mundane and ridiculous things.

A friend did a journal entry on Deviant Art so, in what is probably the first of a very few stupid entries that have no substance, here I go...

So... Rules:

Go to www.urbandictionary.com and look up the definition of the upcoming questions.

Find a definition from the first seven that you like and post it.

1. Name

Listens to great music!

Gets attention from mostly douchebag guys!
Super smart!
Totally talented!
Good kisser!
Great hair!
Nice smile!
Hot bod!
Cute feet!
Knows how to party!
So wierd!
Usually has A.D.D.
An all around amazing person.
You won't regret knowing an Olivia!

2. Nickname

An amazingly stunning person, who is also amazingly gorgeous and amazing at fucking.. causes much pleasure (in many ways including sexually) she is sexy and loved by everyone.......she's great at everything and i love her

3. Birthplace

ONE OF THE BETTER MILITARY BASES FOR THE MOST PART IF IT DID NOT HOUSE MORE FELONS AND CRIMINALS THEN ACTUAL MILITARY PERSONAL.

4. Birth Month

The month where the smartest, hottest girls are born in. If your not born in there, or your girlfriend isn't, your shit out of luck.

5. Age

Is a start to finish blow job usually averaging about 25 minutes! The reference 25 is derived from the key pad of a phone. 2 representing B and 5 representing J. 25 = BJ

6. Favorite Color

1. A color between red and brown

2. A stupid person; a fool

7. Favorite Drink

The only known liquid-state form of crack cocaine.

8. Favorite Food

A male that has an over inflated sense of self worth, compounded by a low level of intelligence, behaving ridiculously in front of society with no sense of how moronic he appears.

Use in a sentence: Hey babe, get a load of this steak's Nike Shox and pink Hollister shirt, what a douchebag...

Key indicators of being a steak:

Constantly wears running shoes, live strong bracelets, pink popped collared shirts that are 2x too small, or affliction shirts. If you are over the age of 25 and rock Hollister or Abercrombie, Chinese lettering or tribal band tattoo on/around bicep, wear Oakleys, use a tanning bed instead of the sun, or in a Frat, you are steak.

9. S.O./Crushes/Ex's name

Usually an alpha male that is frequently loud and brutally honest at all times. An over the top sexually active asshole who always believes he is right with his opinionated persona and obnoxiously loud voice. An out of control male normally needing a stronger female to keep him in line. Otherwise he remains out of control.

10. Last person you spoke to

A very sexually active person that is always smoking marijuana. His dick tends to be larger than most and that is the reason he is sexually active a lot. People look at a Brendan and wish they were him. His looks, courtesy and of course, his sex drive is the reason that women just want to make love with him.